To make my best guess I would say that a majority might come from boredom that living here in a new place and I still haven’t found anything to keep my interest up except for basketball officiating.  Anyways I am left to wonder just what God really has in store for me.  I really pushed myself and my family to back me into making this move and step in my life, but now I start to question myself. 

Was there something that I felt I needed to get away from?  Or is this really what I love and enjoy doing and am just being a “baby” about this time here.  It leaves me to wonder some of the choices I have made in my life and where they have taken me seem to be on the right path; however, I feel like I have either not fully used those choices to the fullest or not totally moved on when I should have been.

Hopefully I can make this better and keep it updated and thus it doesn’t turn out as such a “sob story.”  But on the flip side I will say that as far as my job and work, I absolutely love it and couldn’t ask for another line of work!  So I have that going for me.